You struggle with contempt and anger, do not point out your step father’s wrongs to justify your unforgiveness You had the Church feeling because the one speaking from the book was your Heavenly Father and your at war with your earthly father. You know the right thing to do but your inner inhibitions (sorry if I’m spelling that wrong) gets the best of you. You lost your seat because your focus on the wrong things. It isn’t until you took your focus off the speaker that you returned to confront conflict. If you pay the dogs mind your feeding into your carnal nature and yes the enemy will taunt you because You just helped him relieved some tension. Spiritually you get restless and every so often you go on your prowl you don’t like restriction and crave freedom. This is stopping the marriage between your faith and your actual bride along with unforgiveness. You must forgive love it is the only way. God will handle the rest / the dogs, stay focused.

Because your walk is hindered , you pose no threat to them. Intimidation & pride is their key .Because you were not a worthy target you were adverted and they successfully turned you away from the path you were willingly on with little friction (very easily) .Your no threat , basically the opposite is good and true when it comes to fighting in your dreams. You must fight else you loose in real life. Some conflict is good to avoid but you also must know when to stand and fight. Fight, stop being passive. Your walk is hindered so you don’t want to fight maybe from shame or guilt and they played on this and got you to do exactly what they wanted turn around .Broken leg or not you can still fight. So all the times you were found fighting in dreams were actually good. You were still in the fight. The last key I will give you is this is all spiritual. And that friend who said lay off you , is the same one who was going against you but no longer see you as a threat so he helped you without helping you.

please help

I saw and heard, but thought I could just walk around unimportantly. That did not work, guys stood in front of me in the street and were about to claim me as another victim. I showed that I did not want to get involved, but I knew it did not matter to them.

One of my legs were slightly limp or dragging for some reason, but nothing in my waking life is present. Usually, I would do all I can to avoid a fight, unless I am boxed in for self-defense. Some also had familiar faces, but those teenages were fighting anyone who wanted to pass through that area.

One guy I recognized told them to leave me alone or something like that and spared me by telling me to go in the opposite direction I was already moving in. My limp leg would not allow me to run or move very fast, but I tried to leave as fast as possible.

Dreams like this rarely go this way for me, so it was another strange one. For some reason, they took pity on my leg issue or saw me as a worthless target to take their aggressiveness on. Why would they care about my leg, if everyone who tried to pass got beat up on?