Sudder ( my former lover ) took me to his family residence in my dream. ( In reality I hadn't spoken to him since 3rd may 2011).
In the dream , he was talking to me very sweetly ( he always does ) but this time he was even sweeter. Sudder's sisters welcomed me very warmly . Then I kind of pulled him out of the room a bit (in my dream it was Sudder's house, but in reality , the room where Sudder's sisters were standing , and the room where I pulled Sudder, were part of my house ). I wanted to have some alone time to talk to him , after all it had been a long time I hadn't spoken to him ( and that's reality as well ) . I hugged him and said " Sudder , I have missed you alot all this time, there hasn't been a single day when I didn't miss you. " , and he hugged me very tightly and chafed my back in aconsoling manner and went like " Awww baby " and took a sigh, as if he was in a deep thinking , and closed his eyes. I kept talking in his ears ( not like whispering , but talking softly) while he was still in my embrace. The dream fleeted . Now me and Sudder and his family were on the roof of his house ( I guess it really was his house ) . The weather was awesome, just as it is after the rain. While standing with him I checked my answering machine inbox in my cell phone , and saw that Sudder had recorded like 3 messages , I heard one already , and i heard the 2nd one while still standing with him. Just that time I realised , ' nowonder the cell didn't display a missed call from him, and I've been thinking , he abruptly took me to his family without informing me ' .
Now while me and Sudder walked towards his elder sister ( who was blind in my dream , where as in reality she is not ) , he was holding me in such a manner such as you take a friend to your place , and you introduce him/her , or something like that.
His elder sister gifted me a pair of traditional yellow shoes with wooden soles ( right there as we were standing ) , such as worn on traditional ocassions, or even marraiges.
I took off my shoes and wore the one's she gave me . The shoes seemed a bit used ( I wondered why ' used shoes ' , as thay are rich people, she could have easily baught new ones). And she covered my head with pulling a cloak over me.
Sudder wa ssmiling too, as I smiled , then again I pull Sudder a bit away . I held him and said something to him , and I kept conversating with him , then I asked him " did you miss me ? " And he said " No I have been so much busy in work back these days , I didn't even get time to think." , while his hand was on my cheek. It was very rude of him to have said that , but he wasn't trying to be rude ...Still I felt bad and thought " in 40 days , he didn't get a chance to miss me ? No wonder Mora said ' NO ' , no Sudder didn't miss me this week ! I hug him any way .
I don't remember the rest of the conversation or the dream ....
A meeting with formeer lover's family......A pair of yellow shoes.......
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